it is one in the morning and i am tired.

there are days when i just want to scream WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!?! at the top of my lungs and run crying to my bed. days when i really think that all my patients want for me to do is to lay down on the floor so they can repeatedly run me over with their wheelchairs. days when i literally run from one task for the next but can NOT get caught up. days when i forget whether or not i gave an antibiotic and have to dig through the trash looking for the empty syringe while giggling manically and trying not to cry. today was one of those days.